Darling read my lips, we're going down like sinking ships.

ramble

Thursday

New photo on my flickr.

drama.

a lot went on yesterday between three specific people. so, to get this entire thing straight I have to let you know a bit about these people.

A blast from the past

i have a friend named Justice and i've known him for about four years now, and we've become quite close. i also made a new friend along those years and that is Miranda and she is also my best friend. one night they met and liked each other and now they are together. have been for a few months now. the other person in this whole sha-bang would be Kayla, and she is Miranda's best friend, and has been for at least a year.

anyway~
i'm not going to get greatly detailed into all of this, there's just a few things i've realized and learned from going through all of this.
the main thing is, knowing who my friends are. i believe miranda is a great friend and she did hurt me a lot yesterday and i really didn't mind much if she was going to leave me as a friend if she was going to keep being the way she was; hurting me. i do love her a lot as a friend though and my days wouldn't be the same without her, really. they have changed a lot over the past week but i still have her to talk to and be my best friend. i realized no matter what happens between us and any mistakes we make, if she hurts me or i hurt her, it's just better to make up and forget about it because just saying "we're not friends anymore" isn't the best way to handle that if you're actually friends. everything turned out well between us though.
another thing is with knowing who my friends are, I realized who i shouldn't be friends with and i believe it's kayla. i'm not going to get into it as much as i'd like because i'd ramble, but i didn't like how she handled things with me and she stuck up for miranda for the wrong reason and in a bad way. i, quite frankly, am not fond of her at all.

done with all that.

there are two certain sites that i found that i love and that would be cardboardlove and dearmeat. i actually found dearmeat from alex's blog and i'm glad i know it exists now, haha. i've always wanted to do things like what are on those sites. i've always wanted to randomly write things to people if they read them or not. it's fun and interesting. i probably will do something like that in my next blog post actually, watch out. x3lols.

Posted by KaylaDesirae | 10:19 PM

Wednesday

Hello lovely people. (:

ya dig?

It's very difficult to find things to tell you sometimes. I can't find the right words or what to talk about. I want to interest you. Why is that so complicated?!
lately i've been doing a lot but then again pretty much not getting out of my bed, for anything. i'm sure i've watched where the wild things are at least five times. i can lip the words, which is nice.

Joey came over today, that was pretty fun. he drank at least 3/4ths of my pink lemonade. thanks. he learned if you're happy and you know it on my piano, he's pretty fantastic. his skills are deffinatly not as great as mine though. we also had a drawing contest. i drew a sheep and he drew a fairy cat. it's pretty sexy.

my sheep is happy.
Joey wrote is name in cursive. manly~

so there's been some drama with Miranda i suppose. i don't really know what's going on. i guess that's what i get when i try to help out one friend. back stab another? i'm not sure how that went down but i just left it alone. whatever i did, i don't understand and didn't mean to do. i love Miranda bunches. :c

i went shopping at plato's closet and got some pretty rad clothes that are now my favorite. i'm gonna have to go back there, cheap clothes that are freaking amazing. i'm pretty sure i wanted 90% of the clothing there. even though they've been worn by other people before, man that really bothers me if i think about it. who knows what they've done in these clothes. ohdear. D:

my good friend Brittany got a new puppy and hopefully i will get to go over soon and see it! i'm excited, i love puppies. i also miss her, it's been a while. /sadface

anyway, sitting around home lately has been pretty depressing actually along with dealing with a lot of things i wish i didn't have to deal with. i'm losing friends left to right and finding out things about them i really don't like and never knew. drama drama drama.

i'm really considering vlogging because i think that would be really fun and so much easier. trying to blog, i always get writers block or i get extremely distracted, or i have so much to say i don't know how to put it into words. my life is just so awesome.

oh, and i'm really considering double nostral piercings, snakebites, or a monroe. i need a piercing, or two. it's driving me crazy.

oh, and i also went to the mall to get some job applications and that went okay i guess. i got three written applications that i have to take back for a few stores and i'm going to apply for hot topic and gap online. i also already applied for jc penney online. i'm trying to get a job anywhere. i need the money!

i have a very big doubt i will be getting those jobs though.

well, i'm going to go to bed now!

happy trails~ <3

Posted by KaylaDesirae | 12:02 AM